What are words to describe my fears?
What could possibly put my insecurities on pure, permanent paper?

Violence and corruption,
when will there be an end?
How can i be supportive for such a choice when i know the dangers that follow?
I see the brave souls sacrificing themselves on the crime filled battlefeild in society.
But i dont want that for you. I want you to be happy and proud of yourself and your choices.
But safety is a concern as well. Ill admit it is out of selfishness that my feelings are so foward.
As I worry about you, i worry about me, our future, my composure.
I pray that one day, i will be comfortable with the fact that you are so detirmined to be someone of importance.
You are full of goodness and compassion. I am proud of your dreams.
So do what you want. What you feel is right. Because i will always be there at the end of the day.
Just promise you will keep coming home to me.